Pain pain, Go away

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Hey everybody! :wave:

Hope you're all doing well!  Things are still... Not so great for me sadly.  It's been close to a month since everything started with my body, and after seeing the doctor again today, it seems we aren't any closer to figuring out what the problem is.  It's getting really frustrating, especially since last week and this week again, I'm back to only being allowed to eat things like toast, soup and jello. ^^;  That and the pain is absolutely awful, and there's nothing I can do but try and rest and not go nuts.  Especially since I feel sick all the time, and most of all if I get into a car, so I pretty much just have to stick around home.

Normally I wouldn't complain about getting to be at home and not at work, but when you're forced to because of pain and nausea, it isn't quite the same. I haven't even played any games in the last week and a bit since I find it makes me feel sicker. :\  That and it gets lonely and boring when everyone goes to work, and I'm stuck here all alone... And it doesn't help that not only do I have no money coming in, I have no idea how long it'll take for me to get better. :cries:

The only bright side is that I've obviously been drawing more, since I do have the time, although I'm still not drawing as much as I'd like. It's just kind of hard to when I'm sick and weak all the time.  Oh, and I've also been reading a lot, which is nice.  I've caught up with Akame ga Kill and am now going through the Noragami manga, which I am really enjoying. 

Also, since I've been doing so much artwork for Inktober, my boyfriend, Troy, is planning to get me a scanner once he can afford it, so that makes me happy. :) <3  I've been making a point of practicing couple drawings, as you may have noticed, since I love them, but I rarely draw them.  This has also been forcing me to practice drawing guys, which is also a good thing, since I tend to shy away from drawing them. I don't know why, but I just find the anatomy of men a lot more confusing. :O Must be because I'm female or something. :shrug:

Anyways, I hope you are all doing much better than I have been! And I hope you are all going to have awesome Halloweens for me, since I doubt I'm going to be able to celebrate it in any way this year. Although I am working on a drawing for it, so I guess that's something. XD  

Take care, everybody! Thanks for reading! :heart:

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Lady-RyuuXX87's avatar
dang D: well, hope you feel better soon :heart: at least you've been drawing x3 I really need to get back into it... lazy, tired, depressed- all these things really put me down but tumblr actually got me a little inspired :3 now I just need time to work on art XDD enjoy your time drawing but hopefully you'll feel better soon and can make money! :dummy: